First of all I'd like to say a big thank you to all who have watched me over these many months. It's meant a great deal to me to read all those lovely comments and to be able to see, read and experience bit of each of your souls. Because I think that is what art is, a little piece of soul, displayed.


Lately I've been pretty busy, writing, reading, learning for school, stuff for work, I'm leaving the parental nest in Januari,and I have been exploring my own mind.
That means a pretty exhausted end of the week, I can tell you.

I've learnt a lot these view months, my life as a little girl is now very much over. and it is time for me to open the door to my own life. with my own decisions, mistakes, and happiness.
no-one can tell me what lies ahead of me. but I'm glad, beaus I don't want to know just yet.
I want life to be able to surprise me, sweep me of my feet and disappoint me.
I'm looking forward to the future, my very own.

Now for what I had to say:
I know that writing, drawing and such are a way to express emotions, thoughts and feelings. I am very thankful I have fond my way in them.
Deviant art is meant for sharing these (p)arts of the soul.
here lies for me the problem.
I have decided that sharing my (p)arts it gets in the way of the creative process. Like I feel a non existing pressure to upload. so now there are a few chapters online I wasn't happy with just yet. And I've found myself not finishing my stories because I'm stuck in the storyline. I have no way of changing what I have done. And I am now not very happy with for example my story "the breakwater"it has taken a turn I don't like, because it lands the story on a side track.
And "A.U.R" witch could have very easily been a 3 chapter story, is now stretched and turned in many ways I'm not comfortable with.
So Ive decided to not share a word anymore.
not until it's finished.
and when It's finished, I'm taking the shot!

I'm planning on getting something published. A dream of mine, is seeing a book in the library, or bookstore with my name on it. even i it is only once.
So I'm planning on being a professional. that's going to take a lot of effort, luck, sleepless nights and tired days.
But I know I'll succeed, one day, I will.

for now, this journal means goodbye.

I'm leaving,
to write, to life, to dream.
I'm going,
But I won't be gone, because with sharing my soul with all of you, I've made myself a little immortal I'll live on in my poetry, songs, stories and drawing, even though they can't be read by everyone anymore.

thank you to all of you:







you have made my time on dA wonderful and have enriched me with your art.


thank you and goodbye.

good luck to all who have a dream like mine.
good luck to all of you who don't.

Lots of love,

Linda